Just Wow…

The reasoning behind my title is just everything that is happening… We’ve had many terrorists attacks around the world this year. Too many for my liking. Yesterday it was in Turkey, at an airport. Information is still coming in about deaths and injuries but it’s the facts this is happening around the world and regularly is appalling. Terrorist attacks have been happening all over the world and what are we really doing to stop it? From what I’ve seen… Nothing.

Yes, this is a war on terrorism. With ISIS more like it. And you know what, we’re letting them win. Why do I say that? Because we are letting them get into our countries and ruin our homes because they think we are infidels. We aren’t going after the head of their snake but we’re feeding them and making them stronger and harder to destroy. The last time someone thought like that, he committed genocide upon millions of people across Europe. I’m talking about WW2. Hitler thought pretty much on the same lines with Jews as ISIS does with us. His people thought it was a good idea at first and the people let that happen for a time, but then they finally started seeing what he was doing was not right and gathered forces with each other and whooped his ass and his forces. So tell me what is the difference with ISIS?

As far as I can see, nothing. They are pretty much wanting the same things but on a much greater scale. They want to wipe anyone who isn’t Muslim off the map and they should rule the earth. Oh but these poor people just need to heard out and give them our sympathies. FUCK NO! They don’t like women, homosexuals, Christianity(Or any other religion other than their own), or anyone not from their land. Hmmm… What does that tell me? They are heartless and will do anything to cause chaos and destruction in their sick twisted way of cleansing the world of evil. This has been ingrained so deeply into their culture for so many centuries, that we can’t even fathom. If we want to keep our freedoms and liberties that our forefathers have given their blood and lives for then we need to start changing something and fast.

I do understand that there will always be bad people in the world but this is becoming out of hand. These people still shit in a hole in the desert and we’re letting them have this much destruction? What is wrong with this generation?! When did we become a people of sissies? I know this is safety measure and glad someone has thought of this but at the same time it’s really sad when a city in Germany has to install traffic lights in the ground so people stop walking in front of trains because they’re too busy on their damn smart phone! You do realize that if we ever have an electric magnetic pulse attack, y’all wouldn’t know how to survive? What can social media teach you about surviving off the land without electricity? Nothing… People!! Stop with the horse blinders and take a look around! I’m sure if people pay attention to their surroundings that we probably wouldn’t have half the shit that we have going on right now.

People will actually be doing something to change the world other than bitching about it. Go out! Write letters to your governments and tell them how fucked up they are being and to pull their heads out of their asses and start taking charge of situations rather than hiding behind medical scares or social rights. Here is my thought on life and y’all can tell me to go fuck off or that I’m full of shit but I don’t care. Men and women were created after God’s image to multiply and replenish the earth. Both men and women have roles to play to compliment each other. Not to rule over each other or put the other down. We’re not created equal but we are created love each other regardless of what we can do. Standards in jobs and life are put there for a reason for people to achieve them but to also make sure they can do the job no matter their gender. There is nothing wrong for a woman to be a stay at home mom or be a business CEO. Same goes with a man wanting to in fashion as well as be a soldier. I believe in a Heavenly Father who loves us just the way we are, not who we think we are and he knows who we really are and can become. Do what is right not what is easy, try to avoid the fight but don’t take any shit for what you believe in. Stay loyal even if the fun isn’t there, work your ass off for what you want, don’t blame anyone for your mistakes, and go live life!! Stop worrying so much about what other people think.

I also think we should nuke the hell out of ISIS and any other terrorists who think my people are infidels. Guess what, kiss my ass! My people have fought for freedoms and liberties and I’ll fight to keep them. That’s my thoughts or rants for the day.


Oh Life… Something is just wrong here

Okay, I have to say something about this transgender issue that has been going on as of late. Stop pushing the issue!! I just read that there is a curriculum going to be implemented of transgenderism. Mandatory into the health class from 7th grade to 12th grade. So the students can decide on what gender they want to be. Doesn’t matter of personal or religious beliefs. So my faith is out the window because someone wants to push their views onto me and my family. HELL NO!! You are either male or female. Look down at the genitals you have and go with it. When you become a legal adult and can pay for the medical procedures then you can decide what gender you feel comfort with.

Saying that little children can decide what gender they feel comfortable with is for the birds. Little kids act what they see and who they’re around. So if a little boy is only around girls and his mom, of course he’s going to want to play with make-up and dress up but doesn’t mean he wants to be a girl. Just to fit in. Same goes with girls growing up with boys. They’re usually considered tomboys but doesn’t mean they want to be boys. Yes I know there is those that always want to be a different gender, good for them but stop insinuating or pushing what they think they need to feel when they’re just trying to figure who they are.

These are little children, let them be children! Childhood is only a blimp into a lifetime but being an adult lasts a hell of lot longer than being a child. Stop pushing them into becoming an adult before they have to become one. I know I grew up in the 90’s but I don’t remember having to be forced into grownup stuff, I wanted to do that all on my own. Now I wish I was still a kid. They’re allowed naps, snacks, and playtime. Who wouldn’t want that! I don’t have children but doesn’t mean I want the next generation have so much pressure and bullshit. Prepare them yes but don’t take away that we only have one life to live… Make the most of it and make memories that will last. Stop with the entitlement, let kids be kids, let us discipline them but not beat them, give teachers more power back into the classrooms, and stop letting them act like assholes.

Do you people not realize how smart kids are and know how to manipulate you adults. How do I know that? Because I was a kid and was able to pull stunts on my parents until they wised up and caught me… So sucks for kids I babysit, nanny, or my own because they won’t be able to get away with half the crap that I did. Even I wasn’t able to get away with much because I was stuck with having two older brothers. One being the mischievous and the other having special needs. I was SOL (shit out of luck) from the start! So you see, you are only fueling the power kids already have by giving them more power!!

I’m sorry if you wanted to have specific gender for your first born or in general but obviously the higher powers wanted to teach you a lesson( I believe in a Heavenly Father personally) People need to start learning to be happy with what is given not what you think you want. Be grateful you might have a job, a roof over your head, family, etc… When did we become a people that only cared about material possession? Those can get taken away from you in a instance.

I’m not judging you on your sexual preference. If you’re straight, gay, transgender, cool. I don’t believe in those things but I will not judge or deny you respect as long as its given back. Honestly, I don’t give a rats ass who you want to be with personally. Just don’t force it upon my beliefs and don’t break the law. That is how I honestly feel about all of the gender identification that’s been going on. Don’t think that I’m narrowed minded because I think like this. I have an uncle who is gay and has a cute partner, good friends that are gay and want to have sex changes and I still love them just the same. Please go and live life! Worry about war and evil instead of this. That is what I have to say on the matter and I’m going to stick with it. Until next time.

Welcome 2016

Hello 2016 and goodbye 2015! With all the bull shit that came about in 2015, I had a life changing event and I’m very grateful for it. I enlisted into the Georgia Army National Guard as a 31B which means a Military Police. I was going to spend 20 weeks learning on how to first be a soldier and then become an MP.

          Not going to lie but I did NOT want to be an MP. I had some experiences with them and they were not pleaseant. They’ve always had this holier than thou kind of complex and think that they can do anything and these MP’s are privates! Low man on the food chain so to speak in the ranking system. Drove me nuts and they were usually rude as hell! As a civilian, I know what I can and can’t do on post but sometimes we make honest mistakes and GOD forbid you do that around MP’s. So needless to say I wasn’t exactly pleased when MP was my best option for the NG. They pay off my school debt which I’m in much need at the moment. (LOL)

          Well needless to say time came for me to go to basic and AIT. I was nervous, I’ll be honest because I am going to be one of the older people in my company  and higher rank. I came into the military as a specialist which is an E-4.  I was also heading to Ft. Leonard Wood, MO… In the middle of summer!! That was a new branch of hell. Not only was I was going to a place that is extremely miserable place georgraphicly but weather was aweful as well. The humidity was extreme and so was the damn sun! Training felt like we were in the Middle East. Woke up in sweat, spent the entire day in sweat, and went to bed in sweat. Didn’t matter where, what, or why I was doing, I was in sweat. Of course what do we train in? ACU’s. You think I’m kidding, take a look at the picture below 

 (This is my platoon exchanging from red phase to white phase) Rough Riders!

That is the Drill Sergeants job to get us to throw up, at least with my platoon. If a minimun of four people didn’t throw up during a smoking session, we kept going until some people threw up. I never did even though I almost did but not from the smoking but from the other people throwing up. 

          It wasn’t all hell. I actually loved the training. We became family as battle buddies and learned how to become not only soldiers but also as military police. I’ll share more stories later about basic if I have a bored day 🙂 But this was my end result 

So that took up most of my year but while I was training I reconnected with someone I didn’t think we would. Turned out to be one of the best things in my life. During the last part of basic we were allowed to use our phones one day a week for a certain amount of time. So once a week we would Facebook message until my pass was up. Reason why we facebooked message is one I was in training and two he is currently deployed overseas. Six hour difference and he’s ahead of me. It started out as friendly small talk and it turned into my lifeline to get me through the upcoming week of training. It took time so don’t think this happened over night. He would tell me stories of when he went through some of his training and I would tell him what I was going through emotionally, mentally, or physically. One of the things he would always say to me is keep going and how proud he was of me. It would help me through the darkest parts of the last little bit of training. So by the time I finished training we became close.

          Now, this is hard for me but we’re still becoming closer each day which is amazing since he’s deployed and I’m here in the states and we have history. Lets just say we had a bumpy start to our friendship. (It happens) We are taking our time and really getting to know each other and learning about each other’s personalities. Now this blog isn’t meant to be all happy and sweets but to share a little bit about myself. I’ve been told that I wear my emotions on my sleeves and that is how I’m going to treat this blog. I’m not here to make people happy but I’m also not here to make them sad. I want people to know my views even if they aren’t the most popular. Not here to be popular but to speak my mind. I won’t be sharing things that are extremely personally but I will be sharing my ups and downs. Including of possiblities of the future…  

          The goal for this blog is to share whats going this year. With me and what’s going on in the world through my eyes. I’m starting back to school to hopefully finish my medcial assisting certificate, getting more in shape better than I was at basic, hopefully get a deployement, get a really good job that will allow me to pay off bills and save money, and maybe get a relationship! (doubtful) Hope y’all enjoy whats going on through this crazy mind of mine and I do apologize now for any rants that will probably happen because I’ve got a hot temper and a loud mouth.